Sunspots

Sunspots cast a glare in my eyes

Sometimes I forget I'm alive

I feel it coming and I've got to get out of its way

I hear it calling and I come cause I can't disobey

I should not listen and I shouldn't believe

But I do

Yes I do

She turns me on

She makes me real

I have to apologize

For the way I feel

My life, it seems has taken a turn

Why in the name of god would I ever want to return?

Peel off our skin we're gonna burn what we were to the ground

Fuck in the fire and we'll spread all the ashes around

I wanna kill away the rest of what's left and I do

Yes I do

She turns me on

She makes me real

I have to apologize

For the way I feel

And nothing can stop me now

There is nothing to fear

And everything I'd ever want

Is inside of here

Now I just stare into the sun

And I see everything I've done

I think I could have been someone

But I can't stop what has begun

When everything is said and done

And there is no place left to run

I think I used to be someone

Now I just stare into the sun