If I Could

It's a painful thing to admit this

I'm nothing more than you see

Why do you insist to stay with me?

What am I to you?

Can it be true?

Break it down for me sister

Cuz I will

Fuck it up. All I do is fuck it up

And then I will cry. And then I will cry

This patience you afford me

I don't know that I'm worth it

You insist that I can play your game. Yeah

And I'm sorry to disappoint you

I'm so sorry to disappoint you

I'll save you the suspense

I'm not the man you need me to be

I won't take this. You don't know what I am

You deserve much more than I could ever give you

So turn and run from me. Cuz I'll perform as predicted

And I'll never let myself see

That you're the one for me

And if I could

I would walk the earth with you until I die

But I just can't, and so goodbye

Fuck it up. All I do is fuck it up

And then I will cry. And then I will cry

I'm a shallow false advertisement

With the depth of a rancid kiddy-pool

And I'd sooner watch you drown than

Watch you drown in me

For your own fucking good

What am I to do?

This can't be true

I'm gonna fucking run away

I won't take this. I know what I am

I'm a dirty hermaphrodite gay rapist

This is true

And if you act now, I'll guarantee you suffering

And it would kill me if I hurt you

And if I could

I would rage against the truth and make things right

But I just won't, and so goodnight

And if I could

I would walk the earth with you until I die

But I just can't, and so goodbye

And I'll tell you a secret

You can't love me