Just For Now

My heart beats loud enough to deafen me

And you keep coming to me in my dreams

And lights flash, I beg that you'll appear

In flesh and tell me everything I want to hear

And then again

If the pain is endless

How can I live, how can I live?

When the weight is relentless

To be with you now

Feels like the only way out

Maybe you can make it better

I don't need forever

Just find me somehow

And if you're unsure

'Cause we've been here before

I don't want more than for

You to talk me down

And love me just for now

Love me just for now

My mind plays with you like you're its favorite game

And I shake, addicted to the drug I crave

And I'm trapped carrying this burden on my back

But I won't let you fall even if my body cracks

Even if my body cracks

I don't need my body

If the pain is endless

How can I live, how can I live?

When the weight is relentless

To be with you now

Feels like the only way out

Maybe you can make it better

I don't need forever

Just find me somehow

And if you're unsure

'Cause we've been here before

I don't want more than for

You to talk me down

And love me just for now

Love me just for now

I can't erase what we had

So please understand

It's not how I want this to be

Yet I'm chained to the past

And I'm sinking fast

Not how I wanted you to see me

If the pain is endless

How can I live, how can I live

When the weight is relentless

To be with you now

Feels like the only way out

Maybe you can make it better

I don't need forever

Just find me somehow

And if you're unsure

'Cause we've been here before

I don't want more than for

You to talk me down

And love me just for now

Love me just for now