Prayer For A G

Silkk talking: I dont know if you listening but..

[silkk the shocker]

I got so many questions I dont know where to start

[ wellwhy dont you start from the pain that runs deep in your heart]

(is that you? God is that you? ....... its me)

Is there a heaven or a hell, if so is that theory true?

[yes my son]

Why go through so much?

[its a test my son]

So I guess it was you when ? ? gave me the last second to run

[yes]

And I dont know why I shed so many tears

Forgive my god, I havent been to church in months

[aww son you havent been to church in years]

Some times I rob, steal and kill, just to eat

I popped him, I dont know if I killed him but somebody died in my building d

[hes here with me]

You think you can forgive me for my sins?

If so hold up, another homie died ? ? you think you can forgive me again?

[i dont know]

Some times I feel like death is chasing me but just aint catch me yet

Im wondering if he is going to catch me when I stop to catch my breath

They say days are cut shorter from the things that you did

And if so then why take the kids?

[hold up, hold up my son]

Huh?

[it seems like some puzzle to you, if you got something to ask me, ask me]

Why is it racism? where did drugs come from?

Why is it so much death where I live? who idea was it to make guns?

[yall]

And why my grandparents was slaves?

And why is is diseases with no cure like cancer and aids?

Why is it rich and poor?

Why is it a death row? [for real]

[that was yall I aint have nothing to do with it that was never my will]

And though I try and do everything, I just wanna know if it is worth it

[it was]

Sometime I feel like Im doing it all, sometime I just dont feel like i

Serve my purpose

[keep your head up]

Nigga scared of the past

All my homies wanna know but scared to ask

[tell them to ask]

God everybody for they self sometime I dont feel like Im all alone

[feel you]

Dont worry bout me if I have to go so watch my brother them when Im gone

And what about when I couldnt pay my bills I was almost kicked out where i

Lived

[i just wanted to see if youll break]

And everything happened at the same time

[i just wanted to see how much pain you can take]

And you must know my lifestyle

[i do]

Knowing I cant change my life

[i dont want you to, do what you gotta do anything not neccassary youll pay

The price]

So why did my homie die instead of me?

[because I had bigger plans]

I dont understand

[Ill explain, see I wanted you to grow up and be a better man]

I wanna know, how you determine who dies and who stays living?

[the day I made the world my son, it was written]

Look I gotta couple mo questions I need to know

[what? ]

God, can you tell me, when is it my time to go?

(everything goes silent)

Silkk talking: where you at? I wasnt finish asking you.

Hook

A gangsta prays for another day

Even though he lives wrong

Trying to live this way

(x5) til fade