Codependency

Can not sleep

Can not think

Demons eating away at me

High on xanax

I'm a fiend

I can’t reach the in between

Squint your eyes

Watch the beam

Shut the lights out so you see

You're not what you're meant to be

You just take your wants from me

And it hurts so bad

When you take from me

And it hurts so bad

When you can’t see

And it hurts so bad

When I watch you bleed

But im just a bad as you

When I'm alone too

I wanna die inside

I convince myself I'm fine

But now that I can see

It's just my codependency

Can not sleep

Can not think

Demons eating away at me

High on xanax

I'm a fiend

I can't reach the in between

Squint your eyes

Watch the beam

Shut the lights out so you see

You're not what you're meant to be

You just take your wants from me

Screaming that you wanna die

While you throw my stuff outside

Clinging to you lifeless skin

Pleading to just let me in

Now I’m passed out on the floor

Fled the country now I’m poor

High in my spare time

Convince me that I'm fine

Please just speak to me

Please just say you need me

Please just speak to me

Please just say you love me

Tell me that you’ll be alright

So I won't have to deny

That it's all in me

That it's my codependency

Can not sleep

Can not think

Demons eating away at me

High on xanax

I’m a fiend

I can't reach the in between

Squint your eyes

Watch the beam

Shut the lights out so you see

You're not what you're meant to be

You just take your wants from me