Stockholm

When I hurt you I’m just trying to understand you

But first I can’t deal with one more death around me

Can you swallow this pressure?

So strange to you, nothing will take my eyes from you

A denial inside to see me on my knees for my needs

To control it am I trying to keep me safe? Am I wasting my time?

From the eyes of your sick trust

I confess to you

We can’t go on like this

And I was so fucking determined to kill myself

To destroy everything and everyone that was around me

To build your hell with my own hands and leave you there

But not alone, you will be with me to hear me say that it’s your fault

That you are guilty of everything that is coming

Because I always wanted to be here so then you will feel what I feel

And nobody will hear you scream

And then you see my empty shape.

The storm really scares you I’m afraid to condemn you

And now, are you ready to erase my blame?

In this dirty place I will show what I’m able to, because your body and soul belong to me

I was never against!

To proceed to remove all the tears of your cold skin

Something grows inside of me until my collapse I can’t sleep when I start to think

How can I carve my name in your end?

And I was so fucking determined to kill myself

To destroy everything and everyone that was around me

To build your hell with my own hands and leave you there

But not alone, you will be with me to hear me say that it’s your fault

That you are guilty of everything that is coming

Because I always wanted to be here so then you will feel what I feel

And nobody will hear you scream

And then you see my empty shape

We both know this is a mistake

How can we live with that inside of me?