Just To Get To Me

I close my eyes

Try to tell myself it'll be alright

But my doubt in mind is against me now

I can't hold it down

I thought I was a strong man

I don't wanna say that I'm fallin' apart

I know I'm gonna break so what's it gonna take

To get to my heart, oh, You are my heart

And sometimes You shatter dreams

You tear down walls

You wake me up when I'm half asleep

Just to get to me

You shower me when I don't deserve

You never hold back anything, no

Just to get to me

I don't deserve for You to chase me down

To call me out, one day I hope to learn

How to completely give You all of me, hey

Through all the testing

You have never left me falling apart

I know I'm gonna break

Do what it's gonna take to get to my heart

If that means You shatter dreams

You tear down walls

You wake me up when I'm half asleep

Just to get to me

You shower me when I don't deserve

You never hold back anything, no

Just to get to me

Before I ever had a heart beat

Before I even had a name

You held my life inside of Your hands

Every door that You open

And every road that you close

Was your plan in motion to make me who I am

You shatter dreams, You tear down walls

You wake me up when I'm half asleep

Just to get to me

You shower me when I don't deserve

You never hold back anything, no

You never hold back

You never hold back anything

Just to get to me