Death Perception

I've about had it with my antics

Over dramatic and manic, I'm unbalanced

Bitter romantic, might as well kill me while you're at it

Defeated and hopeless

I'm sure most of you know this

Sedate me then maybe I won't feel so empty

Progressing so that I could feel something

Defeated and hopeless

Tragedy at your service

Anxiety and anger, you make me nervous

Come with out warning and leave when you feel like it

Killing my mood, killed off the smile

Please oh why won't you take me away for a while

I can't resist to feel hopelessness

Mental demons, hard to dismiss

Flirting with disaster, I'm still born bastard, I don't matter

With nothing to show

A loser, a head case with a head space still sinking below

Still sinking below, I'm sinking below, sinking alone

I wanna be somebody else

Sinking below, replace me this mess I am

I wanna be somebody else

Somebody else

I wanna feel something inside me, rebuilding

I wanna be somebody else

I wanna feel something other than guilt

Am I gone? I can't tell

Doing all the things to lose myself

Mental demons hard to dismiss

Troubled senses, we co-exist

It's raining, it's pouring, the reaper is calling

And here I am still fucking drowning

Needles and pins, needles and pins

Insecurity builds, over thinking beings

Tell me when all of this end

Dealing with the devils hand again

Dealing with the devils hand again