Solitude

The walls I've built around me

Have made ​​fun of my loneliness

And those from whom I've taken all the peace

Have grown away from home

My kids have flown away with their own thoughts

They have refused my rotten love

They have stopped believing

In my... well-intentioned lies

I have nobody to hear my shouts

And to witness my instability

I am watching the end of my life

And forgetting my last prayers

I don't accept help from anyone

'Cause I risk to make my life a little better

I just want to follow the calvary

I've chosen to pay debts from a past life

Life made me

Build walls instead of bridges

I was strong when I should have been weak

I have cried, now I sleep

Life made me

Build walls instead of bridges

I was weak

And I aged fifteen years each winter I lived

I hide myself

So I don't cross paths

With close ones of my past

It hurts to realize that

Now I am the stranger

The last news I've heard

Now are memories

I've hurt those who once

Foretold my future

I've ignored those bloody warnings

I like the feeling of warm water

It brings my fetal memories to life

And I travel to a time when I

Don't have to take care of myself

I despise the idea of becoming

A mirror of my own mother

I bear an eternal guilt

And don't forgive anyone