This False Separation

Why are you lowering your head?

Why can't you speak?

Is it a lie?

I'm too exhausted now, I'm leaving you so that my mind can rest

Think of this as the end

Hate me instead

Don't forgive me

When you look at me I get so happy

Think of it like I'm practising to not get into this kind of love again

You know it too

That I've left

Like a fool

I remember your shoulders as they shook

I remember those tears as they fell

Even though now I'm so happy

I guess I'm crying because it feels so refreshing

I remember your childish face

I remember all of our memories

Even though I feel so great without our memories..

I guess I'm crying already out of joy *

I even threw out our pictures

I even erased your smile from my mind

I feel fine, I'm living well without you, aren't I?

You're alright too, right? You forgot everything, right?

* Repeat

My mind is happy

Take my mind, be happy too..

Please smile, and don't cry anymore

The things I said to you keep floating through my mind

I remember the last time I'd see you turn away from me

Even though I erased them from my mind

But I guess they're still in my mind like a stain..

I remember your warm presence

I remember your warm stare

Even though I erased them

But I guess you're still with me since it stayed like a stain.