Undecided

drink down what i want to be

and ever from a glass that is half empty

down to my last dime, as such

and optimism costs too much

now seeing double it seems

under the influence of these dreams

the outcome too early to tell

but it isn't going very well

so i stagger on

but if this keeps up

it won't be long

till i'm forced to choose

how much time can i loose?

but i'm not ready

to trade in my dream

for security

so i won't be bought

not when i've got a shot

someone tell me what to do

anyone who cares, anyone will do

or i'll put everything on the shelf

and sit here and absorb myself