Too Dead Inside

Full of love full of hate

Can't decide what to take

Take me somewhere pretty

Pretty enough to fill this empty

I can only get so close

To looking like how l want to be

I can't stop relying on

The darkness of my own demons unholy

Memories, the curse of teeth

That bites into my flesh

And bleeds out of me

The bloody mess l made

The love that always fades

The flowers that remain

Where do l go

When l want to

See the sunrisе

But I'm too dead inside?

Too dead insidе?

Too dead inside?

Too dead inside?

Too dead

Where do l go

When l want to

See the sunrise

But I'm too dead inside?

Too dead inside?

Too dead inside?

Too dead

Toxic like a burning haze

I got lost inside this maze

I'll say it once, always check it twice

I went offline from this device

Teach me how to love myself

I'm not dead yet, I never forget

A silent crawl towards the throne

The path to death the promised land

You will never understand

I can't stop relying on

The darkness of my own demons unholy

Memories, the curse of teeth

That bites into my flesh

And bleeds out of me

The bloody mess l made

The love that always fades

The flowers that remain

Then l realize that

It's not so shallow

It's not so hollow

I'm chasing, chasing, chasing, chasing

My own shadow

Where do l go

When l want to

See the sunrise

But I'm too dead inside

Too dead inside

Too dead inside

Too dead inside

Too dead

Who the fuck wired my mind?

I'm trying to find something divine

An alien boy took all my might

Left in the dark, he took my light

In love with skies of clear blue lies

I can only try and try (too dead)

(No)