Disappear

Every day I try a little bit harder

To run from here

But since you came back

I’ve been wondering

If it’s worth it

Let me lay in your bed and sing a cliché punk rock

So you can tell me to stop

And no medication is as good

As a heavenly fucking laugh

I wanna breathe, like the future is something I don’t need

And don’t fear what will anyone think of me

I’m sick of not giving me the chance to be happy

I think it’s time to let me be

Every morning life loses a little bit of colour

Always waiting for tomorrow

I know that’s not all I can be, I miss so much my past few years

I can’t let this disappear

I wanna breathe, like the future is something I don’t need

And don’t fear what will anyone think of me

I’m sick of not giving me the chance to be happy

I think it’s time to let me be

Since you came back it’s not that cold

Since you came back it’s not that cold

I remember like two years ago

When there was nothing, but music and friends

And despite some regular teenage hopelessness

I never felt alone

Because every moment I spent

With the people I love was fucking magical

I never felt less than anyone else

All the anger I’ve had was given in music

I remember skipping class to blast out

Some poorly produced bands

And talk so much shit

That I probably shouldn’t share

Talk about how our parents didn’t understand us

And, in fact, only we did

About how we always wanted to take the road

And drive till we find a place

Where we could start again

It was all so fucking easy

I wanna breathe, like the future it’s something I don’t need

And don’t fear what will anyone think of me

I’m sick of not giving me the chance to be happy

I think it’s time to let me be

I can’t let this disappear

I can't let this disappear

I can't let this disappear