Hold On

It's not news I'm such a mess

I need to take this weight off my chest

I’m drowning in myself

And I can't see you to help

I'm hiding all of my scars

They don't know who they are

They don't know how much I care

I want to run away to nowhere

They say it's ok to cry

But they don't tell you the reasons why

I'm over with this lullaby

For once, you'll hear me say goodbye

Hold on, I gotta give it away

I can't stand anymore to behave like a slave

I need time to take care of my sanity

Hold on, I won’t live in vain

It’s like there’s nothing else for me to pray

Maybe if I sleep, you'll go away

I'm not ashamed to confess

I'm a victim of my own head

Nothing is enough to make me whole

I swear I’m doing my best

I’ll stay strong, I’ll carry on

But God, I don’t wanna be alone

They say it’s ok to fail

But they don’t tell you they'll make you stale

I won't make no amends

I'm no longer calling you friend

Hold on, I gotta give it away

I can’t stand anymore to behave like a slave

I need time to take care of my sanity

Hold on, I won’t live in vain

It’s like there’s nothing else for me to pray

Maybe if I sleep, you'll go away

You try to convince me what life is

You’re only telling me lies

You try to convince what life is

You’re only telling me lies

Fuck off

You try to convince me what life is

You’re only telling me lies

You try to convince me what life is

You’re telling me lies

Fuck off

Hold on, I gotta give it away

I can’t stand anymore to behave like a slave

I need time to take care of my sanity

Hold on, I won’t live in vain

It’s like there’s nothing else for me to pray

Maybe if I sleep, you'll go away

Go away

Go away