Diary Of A Sinner, First Entry

paint my face with tears

it will make it easier on me

you want to live your whole life

yet you waste your time with greed

your new life is causing me to die

cant i have another try?

take your pride

use it on someone else who cares

it wont be useful to me

just leave me with my broken heart

thanks for the useless memories

now watch me fall as my last request

watch me breathe the fire

that burns inside of me

watch me kill the silence

watch me take my sins

and turn them into a path of darkness

i want to close my eyes

and destroy my mind

i want to run from my past

but you keep coming back

take your pills

and lie on the floor

choke on your mistakes

and beg for forgiveness

i'll take care of the rest