Conversations

I find myself wanting to call you this morning

to call and straighten this all out

but goodness,

goodness knows you don't answer your phone

unless it's for your own benefit

well it's not for your benefit

I guess for the first time im speaking up of myself

and it feels very good

no,

it feels really good

I never thought I could, never ever ever thought I could

you were supposed to be my friend

we were not supposed to end

just because you got a boyfriend

you don't even have to listen to what I have to say

but I'm going to say it, straight out

I'm so tired

I'm so sick and so sick that you let us slip

and how you act like it's alright

when you know it's not alright

I guess for the first time I'm point it out to you

and it feels very bad

no,

this feels really bad

that you forgot what we had, what we what we had

now I dont mean to point out the obvious

there are more differances between us than there were than

but we can't even have a conversation

I mean, it isn't that adventurous

it's not even a bit of a stretch to expect you to be my friend

but you cant even call for conversation

I just want a little conversation

just need a bit of conversation...

congratulations,

I'm starting to hate your boyfriend