Changes

If I was to say I am to blame

For all of this sadness and all of the pain

Would you listen and grant me forgiveness?

If I was to claim that I have changed

And prove to the world in all of the ways

That I'm different, would it make a difference?

I started writing songs because I saw a video on MTV

Eminem and MCR were on my screen

10 years old and had a dream

Mom and Dad were sad to see I gradually was running from the path that they handed me

A fantasy; you'll never be a superstar

Morgan, don't change who you are

But I was fucking selfish so I bit the hand and chewеd too far

By the time 2009 had came and gonе

I saw the signs of all the demons in my mind

A freshman starting senior high

I sat in class and realized I'll never be that perfect son

Never wear a business suit and hate my day 'til work is done

I've made some shitty choices but now changing is what I'm working on

I tried to be two guys at once but now it's time to murder one

If I was to say I am to blame

For all of this sadness and all of the pain

Would you listen and grant me forgiveness?

If I was to claim that I have changed

And prove to the world in all of the ways

That I'm different, would it make a difference?

I never thought my life would turn into the mess that it did

I would love to be depressed if that's as bad as it gets

And no, I never would've guessed I'd be affected like this

And be accused of things I didn't commit

But I am guilty of this, I stopped music for the reasons I love

I met my fans but only cared about the girls on the bus

I was thinking of myself instead of those who I trust

And I forgot about the nights I spent alone, feeling stuck

At 19 I was touring, thinking I was important

Knowing one day I'd be driving in Porsches

Talk about losing focus, now I'm 24 and all my shows are cancelled 'Cause this rockstar life was more than I could handle

Light the candles, it's a funeral, I hope you attend

It's time to put to rest the shit I did and things that I said

I was stupid and I promise I won't do it again

I can't change who I was but I can fix who I am, yeah

If I was to say I am to blame

For all of this sadness and all of the pain

Would you listen and grant me forgiveness?

If I was to claim that I have changed

And prove to the world in all of the ways

That I'm different, would it make a difference?

(Would it make a difference?)

(Would it make a difference?)