Antidote

Finding refuge in my own lies

How are you? I'm doing alright

Small talk is a great disguise

Just let me be, just let me be

Empty thoughts start to crowd my mind

Am I only living, living to survive?

Shake it off but I've lost the drive

Just let me be, just let me

Let me be okay

No one knows what goes on up inside my head

There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread

No one knows what goes on up inside my head

They don't think I need help

But I'm scaring myself

I just want to be ok

I just want to be ok

All the voices in my head are coming to life

They're getting louder and I, I'm terrified

How do you run from your own mind?

Is this what I've become?

Take it back; what have I done?

No one knows what goes on up inside my head

There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread

No one knows what goes on up inside my head

They don't think I need help

But I'm scaring myself

I just want to be ok

I just want to be ok

No one knows what goes on up inside my head

There's a new kind of poison and starting to spread

But I didn’t think the antidote was in my hands

I can change my plans, I can change my plans

I tried to find my reflection on the glass

But all I ever saw were the things I lacked

All the smudges on the mirror make you go insane

All I ever thought I was

Was a mistake

No one knows what goes on up inside my head

There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread

No one knows what goes on up inside my head

Up inside my head

Up inside my head