Dancing On Debris

Answer me one last question, before I leave this place behind

How could you stay with me for all those years, while living a lie?

I know truth is tensile, but was it what we had been looking for?

Or could we just find sleep next to each other or in sativa dreams?

We just fooled ourselves, it's so damn obvious!

Buildings burn, beloved people die

Not even friendships last forever!

Sooner or later this apathy will dry up my heart

But I keep on smirking, I keep on dancing on debris!

For so many years the only colours

I saw where black-white-grey

Every morning I felt like waking up in raingarden's arms

And when every day ends up like this

It's self-deception to still hold up hope

Same reason that I take these pills

Same reason that I drink that much!

Your glance is as empty as the feeling I get

While gazing at cemetery walls

'Cause when I look into your eyes it seems

Like staring though the eyes of the dead

With the benefit of hindsight

So many things were of no lastly use

But there's no remorse

For me the consequences for you the guillotine

I just turned twenty-four and life is still not getting easier

Rather more inverted. It just seems to pass faster

The agitation I feel faces me with no other choice

You met me at a very strange time of my life

Again, these painful memories obsess me and indicate

That this is the last chance to leave the sinking ship

Don't tell me I love you, who the fuck do you think you are?

Spare me the lies, you don't even know who I am!

Two times I already collapsed in pulling the trigger

The next shot won't be the third, at most the lst

You won't succeed in lightening up the sky again

'Cause after drowning the light the stars are finally dead now