Directions

I'm watching life passing me by

And I can feel no sense of progress

(It's hard to carry on)

Or things are changing too fast for me to follow

I'm lost where I am now

I thought I would hit the ground

But I am so far beneath it

I'm drowning in an ocean of anguish and anxiety

I am facing down the depths

But I'm so far down

Swimming with my bare hands

Lost with no directions

I'm drowning in deep water

And I don't know whether I'm swimming

To the surface or to the bottom

The light that should guide me is the one which blinds me

And I can't find any direction

I'm drowning in deep water