Blackhole

Will you follow me down the path of no return?

I'll be guiding the way with a single light

As we move further from the day

And into this never-ending night

I forgot how it feels

Walking hand in hand with you right by my side

That's how it goes

But I'm left wondering will I always be alone

I've lost all control

I'm spiraling down a hole that never ends

Dreaming of time when it all made sense

But now I'm falling even faster

I wish that you could see

You've destroyed every part of me

That made me, me

All of my hopes and all of my dreams

Turn to ash right before my eyes

And I'm left screaming

You think you're better than me?

It must be nice upon that pedestal

You have created for yourself

And when you're rising up

I am falling down

And when I hit the ground

It won't make a fucking sound

The silence is profound

I just want to be free

From this agony

Because it's haunting me until the the day that I die

I can't help laughing

Because when I close my eyes

I only see your face

Each and everyday

It's a face that I despise

Someday things might possibly change

Maybe I'll heal or maybe I'll stay the same

Only time will tell if I can move forward

Without taking steps back

And get my life back on track

And when I close my eyes

I only see your face

What a cruel trick my mind plays

It's a face that I despise