Caved In

I've been living in this nightmare

Am I awake, or is this just a dream?

I'm running blindly through the dark

Something is chasing me

I dare not look back

Because if I do I fear for my sanity

When I think I'm safe

Life just proves me wrong

I closed my eyes for a moment

And everything was fucking gone

Standing alone I'm hoping for the end

Better than this misery that I've been force fed

And still I can't recognize myself

I'm not the person I was before

Anger flows through my veins

Polluting my soul

Changing me into this beast

That time can't erase

Your broken promises

I'll take them to my grave

Consumed by all this rage

I am the monster that you made

There is a shadow

It hangs above me

And it's feeding on my will to live

It stalks me to to my grave

Surviving off my pain

And all the shit you carved away

I've tried to blame myself

But I know deep inside I was too good for you

So I take this pain and bottle it away

And allow my anger to possess me

This is the truth I must deal with everyday

I can't look back or I'll lose my sanity

And when it's gone

I feel I will follow suit

I'll strike a fucking match

And you can watch me as I burn

Your broken promises

I'll take them to my grave

Consumed by all this rage

I am the monster you fucking made