Cantaloupe's And Natural Calm

Sitting in this comfort in

Man working's got me fucked up

Slow down

Swear to God I'm bout to

Lose my mind and hit the

Road now

Work and go to sleep wake up

Repeat thats how it goes now

8PM or something I dont know

This town's a joke

Got some canteloupes and

Natural calm I think I'll be alright

I'll write a section for my blessings

What I got and what I dont

Should probably lay down close

My eyes around 11, probably won't

Cause I stress too much

Like I'm obsessed with it

I swear anxiety's my bitch

And I'mma undress it

Or maybe address it

Fuck it I talk about too much

Summer went by way too quick

Two days turned into two months

It's hot as fuck in September

Pounding in my left temple

Cause this bed sucks

I would probably give my left nut

To be stress free

On an island in the sea

On a jet ski

With a breeze

Flowing through my teeth

On a beach

Sipping tea

Under the trees

Sometimes I think about what if

And I forget about what isn't

I swear it's like I'm locked inside my mind

In a prison

I'ma shine I don't give a shit

I'll just learn to deal with it

This room is cold and dark

And man I really just ain't feeling it

But call of duty helps me pass

The time until I get back

If you tryna 1v1 you probably need to sit back

Who I used to be care free man I miss that

Shoutout to my past, current me here's a diss track

Fuck your stupid panic disorder you hypochondriac

Life is too short to be missing out I used to smoke and laugh

After work sitting in my car til the sunlight

Rolling up then hit the xbox feeling alright

Yeah, shoot for the stars right?

How can I reach em when gravity just hits me broad side

Fuck it, I'm diving in to the summit

Maybe I'll make it through and say it wasn't so bad was it?

So I thought about a hook but I said fuck it I'mma write it out

Good job, good friends tell me what’s to cry about?

Copenhagen on my mind I guess I’m 'bout to give in

That shit been with me every single lyric that I’ve written

I guess, it’s a part of me

Yes, it’s a problem

It’s a battle with some demons, man, I wonder how I got 'em

I’ve been, at the bottom

I’ve been, full throttle

Need to slow it down a little bit

Ferrari to miata

This, office that I’m sitting in a home away from home

No I in team but I would rather sit alone

And day dream of what happens when you up and leave your castle

To another country but I wonder is it worth the hassle?

It wasn’t, maybe it was, yeah I don’t know exactly

I was searching for some artificial things to make me happy

But I’m glad I did it

I found peace for a minute

I been feeling empty yeah

But fuck it I'mma keep living