Sanctuary

There's no like, easy way to you to get into this

I gotta pull myself

It's just been on my mind for a couple months

Yeah stuck on this elevator, swear it ain't moving

I Swear I'm doin' my best, swear I'm doin' my best, and I will never do less

Unless somebody got a gun to my head

The Sun is where I'm heading shining til I'm dead in the bed

The bed sleep in, the weekend is going too fast

Sometimes I feel like it will never end, sometimes it never lasts

But that's okay 'cause half the time I barely know what day it is

Anyways I'll keep repeating I'mma just keep playing it

Like PUBG last alive, my hands sweaty, shakin', I stand impatience

I've been away ages, check the label, set the table

Guess I'm able, to be something different, more then what I thought

I've accumulated something greater more than what I lost

I'm a lost soul, bring the heat up, still cold

Numbers in my billfold

Thunder in the hill cold

With the beamer real slow

I've been living real low

I just want to chill though, way up in the hills

Whoa

Cause I got a lot of fuckin' dreams that I've had forever

And it's gettin to the point now or something that could possible happend with it

And if I wanna do something with it, I have to put all my time into it, and it's just

Born in '92, but feeling like I'm close to 98

All I do is sit inside my room, I rather hide away

Got some time to kill, don't know if I'd sign a deal

Only thing I know is I'ma keep doin' this til' my mind is healed

I've been spinning around and running in circles

I need a curfew been like they working

Never end and never going to finish til' I find my purpose

Kind of nervous what the future has the store

There's the door, open up and close the other one

I need some more

Opportunities, need something new to me

This ordinary every day is getting in the way

Of what I'm soon to be

I know it, takes a minute for success

I hope that I don't blow it

The only way is up from here on out, no sign of slowin'

Look, I don't wanna do it at all. I wish I didn't like you, so it would be easier. Cause you've done so much for me, I feel like I'm slapping the face right now

I just feel like, if I'm gonna do this music thing a hundred percent, and I gotta do it a hundred porcent, believe me, I gotta do it