If I Wanna Cry

It's not even that you owe me

It's not even that you don't know what to say

You won't even look right at me

You're not searching anywhere inside your brain

And I'm losing things

And I'm thinking deep

I'm just trying to be alone

I'm tired of making excuses to kill the time

Everything that I've been doing kills me at night

It's like I meant to leave me in ruins

Don't tell me I'm just too good of a human to be out here crying

If I wanna cry, I'm gonna cry

If I wanna cry, I'm gonna cry

Don't tell me not to cry when you hung me out to dry

If I wanna cry, I'm gonna cry

I'll be alright

It's not like I'm broke or bloody

You did not take any years off my life

It's harder to think of wasting body water on someone who made me cry

And I'm left with me

Thinking way to deep

I've just gotta be alone

I'm tired of making excuses to kill the time

Everything that I've been doing kills me at night

It's like I meant to leave me in ruins

Don't tell me I'm just too good of a human to be out here cryin'

If I wanna cry, I'm gonna cry

If I wanna cry, I'm gonna cry

Oh, don't tell me not to cry when you hung me out to dry

If I wanna cry, I'm gonna cry

I'll be alright

If I want to baby, I'm gonna cry

I'm tired of making excuses to kill the time

Everything that I've been doing kills me at night

It's like I meant to leave me in ruins

Don't tell me I'm just too good of a human to be out here cryin'

If I wanna cry, I'm gonna cry

Oh, if I want to baby

You hung me out to dry, and now I'm bawling out my eyes

If I wanna cry, I'm gonna cry