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I don't wanna try to love you

For the sake of my own self-discovery

I am well aware

That would be cruel

I don't wanna take advantage

Of the feelings you have for me

Especially not when I don't know what it is I feel for you

I mean, I know that I lovе being your friend

So much so it makes mе question if I might want a little bit more

But I won't turn you into an experiment

Just so I can be completely sure

So, I'm so sorry, but I think I should go

It just wouldn't be fair to you, you know

Do I like you or do I just hate being alone?

I don't wanna give you false hope

Or entertain something that's never gonna come true

I would never try to lead you on

But I don't wanna figure out who I am

Through figuring out if I like you

So I think it might be best if we just stopped

But I really love being your friend

And it's selfish, but at the end of this

I hope that you'll still let me be

Because even if you were a willing participant

If I experimented, I never want your heartache

To be because of me