Only Horse Have Feelings

Into the night,

forsaking all I thought I used to be.

The ocean sighs without a sound.

Forging what's right,

this salutary silence simplified.

Could one pinpoint where we lay?

These things I know,

yet there's no way I can comply...your constellations there to guide the way for you.

Blind,

torn...before the coming storm.

What do I need to stay alive,

to keep me from drowning?

Eyes torn...still bleeding out in vain with the "what do I need" ?

What do I need today?

I'm fine...caught in this cycle of tearing myself up to phase out these thoughts about you.

These things I know yet there's no way...I'm starting to realize that.

I can't hear your voice (playing this game was all in vain).

When it all comes crashing down I'll give my life for you.

Expedite this process as I endlessly decline with the tide.

Expedite...I lay face-down surrender all my pride.

Expedite my decline.

XPI and wonder if I ever cared at all.

Expedite my love...XPI as this goes through I'll close my mind.

I'll have nothing left to say when this is through,

and you'll find yours fifty feet under what was true.

I can't find my way without that star.

The sea will be my....Hiding behind the promises and forcing these words I say to you.

I hope you're proud fifty feet under what was true.

I can't find my way without that star I had,

but I know you'll find yours.

Wanted you to be someone that I could only see,

then into the night,

watch them live forever...wanted you to be someone so we could live forever...then falter with every advance...then amplify all of my pain tenfold just to sedate my mind.

The sea will be my grave.