Hope

It's been a while now

Feel like I been stuck inside of this moment

The weight of the world on my shoulders is pulling me down

I been trying to hold it

Everyone's dealing with issues

Most of us don't got the courage to show it

A lot on my mind, gotta expose it

This is the path that I've chosen

I gotta lotta bad days, so I write

When I'm in a bad state of my life

I been living at a fast pace

I'm alright, but I really feel I lost faith

This is the place that I turn

When the world that I live in is darkest

I got a message for all of the people

Who think that their life's become garbage

Late at night when you can't decide

If you wanna live or you wanna die

Hard to sleep and you can barely breathe

Feel the pain inside as it amplifies

Bad things happen that we can't explain

You can let go of the past but the scars remain

You gotta lot of anger that you can't contain

Now you need to find a way to let it go and change

Star on fire, I'm trying

To burn without collapsing

Hanging in the balance

Caught in the middle of silence

Light me up, I'm searching

Looking for one reason

Trying to find the beacon

To guide me home

Hope

Now that's a word that I'm pretty new to

Stuck in depression

Now that's something that I'm pretty used to

A lonely road, who knew that people would like me

Because of my YouTube

But I'm grateful, that's what I feel every time that I see

I got new views

But I'm so confused

What's the point of a view if I'm a slave to it

This day in age is pretty dangerous

Why is Facebook determining relationships?

Kids overdose in the basement with no clue what do

When their parents split

Started to slip they were losing their grip

Couldn't bare to repair their embarrassment

When you feel like you been living in a dark maze

Scream why when you looking up and stargaze

You lose sight in the storm when it's all gray

You can't fight

You really wanna part ways

But think twice

For your life's a gift it's alright

When you feel you can't find it

Just reach out a hand and somebody will show you the light

Star on fire, I'm trying

To burn without collapsing

Hanging in the balance

Caught in the middle of silence

Light me up, I'm searching

Looking for one reason

Trying to find the beacon

To guide me home

Yeah

It's been too long, I been falling

Lord knows that it's all been exhausting

I feel that my soul is evolving

I'm done with the pain I been causing

I've waited for strength to resolve this

I hear that my angels are calling

In the rain of the storm, I'ma calm it

I'll crawl if I have to, I'm all in

I've been waiting for so long

Can't do this on my own

I need to know there's more than this feeling

Star on fire, I'm trying

Oh I'm burning, but I'm not collapsing

Light me up, I'm searching

For a reason, I found the beacon

To guide me home