Right Reasons (feat. Vanda)

Bottom dropped out

Where my friends at they out

I walk a lonely road

I'm so far from where I wanna be

Looking back to the past yeah I made some mistakes

Devil came to me truthfully man I caved

I tried to put up a fight, my soul couldn't debate

Started acting out becoming someone I hate

I could say it ain't my fault, but that wasn't the case

Praying what I did doesn't determine my fate

I'm seeing ghosts in the middle of the night when I wake

I ask God how the fuck did I get to this place

A starving artist living off of minimum wage

At least I can say that I never been fake

Got some recognition now I'm filling my plate

It took 6 whole years now I'm getting a taste

Of dreams I been chasing ever since I was eight

Everybody asking me, Lucid what does it take

I shrug it off, overwhelmed, I don't know what to say

I wanna quit

I'm trying to find a reason to stay

Bottom dropped out

All alone where my friends at, they out

Can't go home

I walk a lonely road

I'm so far from where I wanna be

Losing me

I'm hopeless, I fell

Taking back all the pieces myself

Been burned, but I'm standing all alone

This pain is mine to own

I'll keep moving on

For the right reasons

Gotta get back to my music in tune for the right reasons

Bleed out through my pen while I fight demons

Can't speak, like my mic freezes

Defy faith sometimes I even fight Jesus

I need this, my music is medicine

Y'all are privates I'm playing as a veteran

Listen to my public diary and let it settle in

I'm not always a gentleman at least I'm being genuine

You can't comprehend what music means to me

Least you can do is to show me some decency

Fact is not many people compete with me

I started at the bottom with all of you people equally

Scared to let out the real versions of me

They might not like the real person they see

New me is changed and the old me deceased

Only reason I do this is so I feel peace

Bottom dropped out

All alone where my friends at, they out

Can't go home

I walk a lonely road

I'm so far from where I wanna be

Losing me

I'm hopeless, I fell

Taking back all the pieces myself

Been burned, but I'm standing all alone

This pain is mine to own

I'll keep moving on

For the right reasons

As a kid I'd lock myself inside of rooms

Now I lock myself inside of booths

Truth is I lost it all and became useless

Stone cold Medusa was seducing

Stuck in the envy and comparison bullshit

Living inside of a materialism high

Grateful that people are following for my rhymes

But the medias damaging every piece of my mind

I wonder at the end if it is peace I will find

Or if negativity's always a piece of the pie

So many struggle, hate what they do to survive

Can't accept what they love so they live in a lie

The real me is on the inside waiting to die

Mama I'm sorry, I need you to know that I tried

To be a leader to the people in the dark that I guide

I just pray to be enough and finally feel I'm alive

Feel I'm alive

Bottom dropped out

All alone where my friends at, they out

Can't go home

I walk a lonely road

I'm so far from where I wanna be

Losing me

I'm hopeless, I fell

Taking back all the pieces myself

Been burned, but I'm standing all alone

This pain is mine to own

I'll keep moving on

For the right reasons