Reality

[Jase]

I have to leave you behind

I know that sounds harsh

But that's the reality

I wish we had our old life

But that shit's impossible

That's just reality

I should have told you the minute you came

But you sounded distraught standing out in the rain

And I wanted to let you in, swallow your pain

Because that's what I always do

But I made a pact with my moms

Under no circumstance

Should I hear out natalie

Unlike you I keep my word

And promises I make become my reality

You like to live your life blurring the lines

Bending the rules to make yourself look better

But all that I wanted was something concrete

And to know for a fact you are real

What I know is

I still love you

That's my reality

You know

I'd give anything to wake up with you next to me

You and I spent two years of our lives lost in your lies

Far from reality

And it felt like a dream

'Cause it was

Why do I always give in?

That is on me to change

That's my reality

I can't do this to myself again

I deserve someone who accepts reality

I can't imagine rebuilding my life with you

Constantly on the edge of what I know is true

And you would string me along like you always do

Knowing I will never let go