After All

I'm living in a world

I know I don't belong

I know that I was never alone

Everyone here helped me build my throne

But somehow I am still here on my own

I'm beginning to think about everything

That took its part on me

I've been falling asleep

And dreamed about these days where I felt free

Yet is it so hard to believe

So hard, so hard

When my body's ready to leave

But after all, but after all

But after all

There's nothing that can hold me

I've been through it all

And I forgot what could've been

Although the world is telling me how I'm supposed to be

But after all, after all

I know that I was never taught

How to fight my fears in all my thoughts

So this river is impossible to cross

I'm beginning to think

About all these years where I felt so wrong

And I can't fall asleep (I can't fall asleep)

Living in a world I know I don't belong

Yet is it so hard to believe

So hard, so hard

When my body's ready to leave

But after all, But after all

But after all

There's nothing that can hold me

I've been through it all

And I forgot what could have been

Although the world is telling me how I'm supposed to be

But after all, after all

It doesn't matter how loud I will scream

'Cause the perfect life is just a dream

I believe that nothing's as it seems (nothing's as it seems)

It doesn't matter how far I will run

I realize that I’m still so fucking young

And our actions cannot be undone

They cannot be undone

(I realize, I’m still so fucking young)

But after all

There's nothing that can hold me

I've been through it all

And I forgot what could have been

Although the world is telling me how I'm supposed to be

But after all, after all

But after all

There's nothing that can hold me

I've been through it all

And I forgot what could have been

Although the world is telling me how I'm supposed to be

But after all, after all

(Yet is it so hard to believe

When my body’s ready to leave)