Calling You

I can't be with myself

And all I am is just a mask, I play pretend

That I'm okay but I'm alone in my descend

I hear the wolves are at my door

I take the pills so that I finally feel something

I can't remember how I felt before

I feel the weight when I'm alone

I feel the weight of the world bearing on my chest

Hours of lifeless staring at my phone

Should I call you? Should I call you now?

And I'm calling you

'Cause I can't be with myself in solitude

I can't stand myself so I'm reaching out for help

I'm a letdown, oh, yeah

But I don't want to go the way I am, I swеar

I don't know what to do with myself

I'm crawling down across the floor

Searching for a way out of my lifе

Because I know there must be more

I'm feeling down, so lonely and depressed

Searing pain, with a hole in my chest

This is where my heart and happiness used to be

I'm sinking deeper, so help me please

I feel the weight when I'm alone

I feel the weight of the world bearing on my chest

Hours of lifeless staring at my phone

Should I call you? Should I call you?

And I'm calling you

'Cause I can't be with myself in solitude

I can't stand myself so I'm reaching out for help

I'm a letdown, oh, yeah

But I don't want to go the way I am, I swear

I don't know what to do with myself

Since you're gone, my life's not moving on

I just can't let you go but you're never coming back, I know

All the pain and sorrow

Realising that I'm nothing without you

I'm now drowning in grief

Listening to the last message I received

I'm still calling you

Even though I know you're now in solitude

I can't do this without you

And I'm calling you

'Cause I can't be with myself in solitude

I can't stand myself so I'm reaching out for help

I'm a letdown, oh, yeah

But I don't want to go the way I am, I swear

I don't know what to do with myself

I'm a letdown, oh, yeah

I don't know what to do with myself

I'm a letdown, I'm a letdown

I don't know what to do with myself