Distant & Obscure

(For too long)

I close my eyes and I'm living with the circumstance

That I always give in, never get the chance

To prove my worth

To show that I am living on this Earth

It doesn't matter how hard I try

In the end I am drowning in my own eyes

I am the only one

That can change myself

So now I'm standing here again

And I am running from the world

For far too long, for far too long

But I give everything that I have

I'm alive for one last time

But now I'm blind 'cause the days are way too bright

So I stay awake night after night

Every day I'm so insecure

It seems the world is distant and obscure

But my soul is screaming for more

This could be everything

I find a way to cut me off from these dreams

I am the only one

That can change myself

So now I'm standing here again

And I am running from the world

For far too long, for far too long

But I give everything that I have

I'm alive for one last time

(Far too long, far too long)

(But I give everything that I have)

Now it's time to go

'Cause I know it's better for my soul

I'll leave this world behind

I do it with another state of mind

Now it's time to go

I'll leave this world

It's time to go, it's time to go

And now it's time to go

'Cause I know it's better for my soul