My Distress

I felt like I finally had it all in my hands

You gave me so much strength

And now all this ends

I stare into your wide open eyes

I can’t move

I am shocked

I am paralyzed

When I look back now

My life has always been a mess

But you

You were the helping hand in my distress

The time is standing still

As I'm screaming down the hill

We’re frozen here in time

I can’t hear a sound other than my heart

Which is shattered on the ground

You always seemed like you’ve been walking on the air

But deep inside of you

You were screaming from despair

Ever since the day you died

I can’t leave this moment behind

When I held you in my arms

And your body was still warm

Oh God

I should have seen whats going on

And now you’re gone

When I look back now

My life has been a mess

But you

You were the helping hand in my distress

The time is standing still

As I'm screaming down the hill

We’re frozen here in time

I can’t hear a sound other than my heart

Which is shattered on the ground