Aftertaste

These bare walls hold a familiar theme

In this my home and happy hell

The pain I've seen within this empty dream

Locked and barred inside myself

Caged and leashed and smothered in fear

So round and round the chamber spins

You can sink or swim in a sea of fears

But the walls keep closing in

In the aftertaste

No where to run and no where to hide

Disobey and it's the back of the fist

Raped and tortured from the inside

With my dignity lost in every hit

Had to be something, I just had to be someone

But I'm overcome by my own self-doubt

Now where's my freedom, where's my life

Where's my god, where's my way out?

In the aftertaste

It's so dark inside- I can't breath inside

I can't move inside- now fade away