Catarax

you'd better back up off this sucker punch

consequence, consequence-

fuck it, no more waiting for the world to turn

bloody as my smile dripping ear to ear

i haven't lived for a moment and think it's too damn late to learn

so just flush it down

lie down- forever never had a dream

asymmetric reflection of my soul to sell

now disinfect yourself, i'll just pretend to scream

got a low self-esteem from all these guileful lies

carry me there- i can't stand to stand on my own

but i'd rather be hated than forgotten

cuz it's a long way down and it's a long way home

cataract scratch- we don't play like that

i got a bone to pick n' i'm a pick that bone

cataract scratch- we don't play like that

because we can't stand to stand on our own

they always said to keep my head on my shoulders,

both feet on the ground

been living more like one foot in the gave

tell myself everything i need to hear

time to face the music because it's all based on what you crave

fiction addiction

outer darkness is calling, it's your goodnight kiss

666 ways to fall

catarax will blind but can you hear this?

for every sin there's a time to burn

it's near too late so don't press your luck

now focus- do you really know what i mean,

and do you really think you'll be forgiven-

cuz i think i'm fucked

when it rains it pours, we tug of war within

we talk of endlessness

we cry to purge our sins

atoned to rebegin, eliminate the scars

fuck the sky or merely count the stars

with every shade of night descending into me

i'm in the dark for life but now at least i'm free-

from my own apathy and from my own decay

i'm unremissible now but i got my way

so now can you see me inside of you?

guide me through-

because tomorrow will fuck you too

break through