Already Dead

I'm already dead

Uh, I wasted time

I'm already gone, uh

Said goodbye

Will we be the only one

Sulkin' in the sun

Takin' it slowly?

And, if I'm not your only one

Then I'm done bein' your soulmate, ahh

Welcome to my world; a big ball of stress

Nevertheless, I am dressed for the occasion

Situation's complicated, I guess

Yes, it's all a mess

Everybody's always up in my shit

Bitches trip, throwin' shit like a gymnast

And friendships end over shit, like I'm sea sick

Shit, is it somethin' I said?

Somethin' I did? Is it all in my head?

Why does this happen to happen to me?

Why can't I always be happy instead?

The only time I'm great's when I'm on the stage

Gettin' praise, ragin' like a beast trapped in a cage

Gettin' taunted with a raw stick-slap in the face

Goin' ape shit on the world, like I'm Planet of the Apes

And I know, and I know

And I know our own lie

This won't be forever

But I will, but I will

But I will survive...

I'm already dead

Uh, I wasted time

I'm already gone, uh

Said goodbye

Will we be the only one

Sulkin' in the sun

Takin' it slowly?

And, if I'm not your only one

Then I'm done bein' your soulmate, ahh

Welcome to my hell; where no one should be

The place I go every time I'm on the phone

With my baby mama screamin' at me

And this shit sucks, and I wanna give up

But I can't, and I won't

When the goin' gets tough

And it cuts to the core, like I swore to the gut

So I shove my feelings to the floor, and I run

Fuck, it's time to go

Yellin' and screamin', you know how it goes

I'm always leavin', you blow up my phone

I'm tired of fighting and losing control

Damn, I'm a dad

I never said I'd make a good one, it's sad

It truly bothers I can't be a father

Because you hate me so much, I can't stand

And I know, and I know

And I know our own lie

This won't be forever

But I will, but I will

But I will survive...

I'm already dead

Uh, I wasted time

I'm already gone, uh

Said goodbye

Will we be the only one

Sulkin' in the sun

Takin' it slowly?

And, if I'm not your only one

Then I'm done bein' your soulmate, ahh

If I'm supposed to be 'that man'

And I'm supposed to be 'that guy'

Then why the fuck am I stuck in a rut?

I'm a schmuck, motherfucker, and I should try

Huh? I should die?

Bitch, and you wonder why

I never call it right, cause I'm always on the opposite side of the funk

In a die-or-form vibe

Alright, I admit it

I got a price, I get it

I'ma use a woman as a object, it's a problem

A continent's worth of honest livin'

I can't help it, though

It's in my face at every show

With the combination bein' raised in a place

When every woman bounced, just the way it goes

(Just the way it goes)

Will we be the only one? (One, one, o-one)

(What?)

Just the way

Will we be the only one, one?

(Ahh)

Just the way

(Yeah, it's just the way it goes)

Just the way it goes

(Yeah, yeah, yeah, it's just the way it)

Just the way it goes, just the way it

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