Destiny

My destiny was large from the day I picked up the mic it was written in the stars

The day that I was born my father knew when he held me in his arms

Looked into my eyes, I sang my first melody came out as a cry

30 years have past and for the very first time

I realize I pour my life into every single line

I write until I die and I've arrived in a place where I am fine

'Cause 27 years ago I learned how to survive

Why my fucking mother left and dad was always high

The powers never on the bill was never on time

But I somehow learned to shine

Through the darkest nights I found the will to stay alive

now everytime you see me you gotta look up to the sky

The story of a boy who showed the world that he can fly

And it's nice to know that I've made it home

But it's safe to say that I'm all alone

So here I go, here I am, without you, without them

But it's nice to know that I've made it home

I made it home, I made it home

I'm sorry dad I never meant to hurt you anyway

Watching me running from the police up on the free way

I bet you never thought I'd end up on the news

Headline redicules murderer on lose

Dude, that's something I'd never do

The skewed view of the news leaving out the fucking truth

Of what actually happened God damn it, it was what I had to do

Defend a friend's honor but I refuse to lose so I choose abuse as a muse

Interrogation room but I refuse to spew any information too

I'm a mute and I will use my right to remain booed

I will never talk to red and blue to a jail cell I was to, oh

I had to eat their fucking soup

Look over my shoulder everytime I eat my food

Praying for the day that they will let me out soon

'Cause these boots are made for walking and that's exactly what I'll do

And it's nice to know that I've made it home

But it's safe to say that I'm all alone

So here I go, here I am, without you, without them

But it's nice to know that I've made it home

I made it home, I made it home

Climbed so many mountains in my life

I've come to realize if I fight

I've climbed so many mountains in my life

I've come to realize I will fight

This goes out to any kid that's listening and dwindling away from the world

Curled up in a ball and then distancing themselves

Because they feel like everyone's out to hurt them

I'm here to help with this burden

I am not perfect but I'm learning to be better

So if I can help a kid that's in a struggle that juggles

With his troubles to break out his fucking bubble

Remove the fucking muzzle hustle out of the rubble

Put the pieces back to the puzzle even if it's subtle I'm humbled

I'm not as bad as you think I'm begging and pleading for you to believe me it stinks

That everyone around me thinks that I'm a fucking machein without a heart beat

But contrary to popular belief I've got a heart in this chest

And all I want is the best for everybody but it's hard when I obsess over stress

Anxiety stricken flashing visions of prison that I surpress

My hands start shaking over my quickness of breath

Cold sweat no regrets though it's time to fucking let go

Of all the pain I've harbored I am better I will revel.

In the thought of leaving put my peddle to the metal

People I will let know sold my soul back from the devil

I will no longer eat your soup or look over my shoulder everytime I eat my food

'Cause today is the day you will let me go too

'Cause these boots are made for walking and that's exactly what I'll do

And it's nice to know that I've made it home

But it's safe to say that I'm all alone

So here I go, here I am, without you, without them

But it's nice to know that I've made it home

And it's nice to know that I've made it home

But it's safe to say that I'm all alone

So here I go, here I am, without you, without them

But it's nice to know that I've made it home

I made it home, I made it home

I made it home