Brother (feat. Danny Worsnop)

I lost my way again

Through the storm

Through the wind

I'm falling short of what I became in the end

Everybody told me not to go

But my whole life I have known

That I'm something

That I'm something more

Yesterday my brother died

Driving to work

Damn, this shit really hurts

Man, I'm feeling no work

There were so many things I needed to say to you first

Now what the fuck am I supposed to do, bro?

Your kids are really missing you too, though

Dad is acting crazy and I had my first baby and I broke up with my lady old news bro

Wait a minute, you mean to tell me, you're never coming back but you need to help me

And I can understand why you're sad my brother

I know you hated mother but we had each other

And I know it seems like it was never enough

When the going got tough we would never show love

Cause the love that we needed was high on drugs

And I know she didn't mean it but we were way too young

I lost my way again

Through the storm

Through the wind

I'm falling short of what I became in the end

Everybody told me not to go

But my whole life I have known

That I'm something

That I'm something more

My mother died

A while ago

She isn't really dead but in my head though she is

When she did the unspeakable sin

And walked out on her kids and expect me to forgive

And that's fucked up not even a letter or call am I supposed to pretend that you weren't a terrible mom?

It's my first day of school and my night at the prom and I'm supposed to be calm? that's terribly wrong

And now I have a kid that I can not see because my baby mama fucking hates me lately

But I'll be damned if my daughter grows up without her father

And through the roughest waters I promise that I will watch her!

Lies and truths of every ounce of power til my final hours I will know about her

Mother you're a coward and your dediction devoured

Heather Freeman is your name and that's what I'll call you from now on

I lost my way again

Through the storm

Through the wind

I'm falling short of what I became in the end

Everybody told me not to go

But my whole life I have known

That I'm something

That I'm something more

So any children out there right now knowing that a parent has left you or a sibling close has died

It's okay to cry gotta get past it why the fucking sadness passes so dry your eye!

Lift your head up to the sky keep and your chin up it's time

Be strong for once in your lifetime you fight for the right to be happy even if the circumstances are crappy

The light at the end that you can't see

Just know now that I understand even if you aren't a fan of my band

I am glad that you took a piece of this song and ran

To a better place than where you're at

I am glad that I can help you on this road we travel

Through unwanted turns through the dirt and gravel

The battle's almost over the hassle of closure is closer to the end like a soldier you must keep your composure

I lost my way again

Through the storm

Through the wind

I'm falling short of what I became in the end

Everybody told me not to go

But my whole life I have known

That I'm something

That I'm something more