Run Away

The best part of the story

Is that it's still isn't finished

And then I pray to God

That this isn't the only chapter written

I'm gone

I never thought that I would go and break my promise

But when I said its forever I thought I was being honest

I guess that I had a couple skeletons up in my closet

That were acting like they're modest secretly they would be chronic

Now I'm writing all these sonnets, while you sit there and you miss me

Another broken heart, thinking they could really fix me

Promising no matter what they were sticking with me

I just hope you moving on cause I don't want you to forgive me

I don't think that I forgive me too, I thought all of it was true

And then I pushed you out and locked myself alone inside my room

Away from everyone recluse just me and beats inside the booth

Thinking it would make it better, shit I didn't have a clue

All I have are memories of things up in the past

They said it gets better everytime the time pass

But why am I still pushing everything away and back

Behind me, I just wish that I could fall and get it in my grasp

I got loads of all these issues, girl I truly wish you

Never came around and now that's something I'll admit to

And that isn't to diss you, I'm just sorry that it hit you

When you give this shit your all and now there's no one standing with you

Now I truly wish you, get up out that chamber

Because I ain't coming back I'm super sorry my behavior

Always builds a couple walls and then says I'll see you later

So I think it's time you finally went and did yourself a favor and just runaway

Save yourself all of the pain

I pray to God that you escape

I promise that you'll be okay

Just promise me you'll run away

Get yourself out of this daze

With me, your skies would be grey

It's selfish of me if you stay

So promise me you'll run away

It isn't fair, I'm sitting here uncertain

If I feel a thing at all, cause I'm always busy working

I would tell you that I love you and that shit felt like a burden

But I truly wished I did everything behind the curtains

Had me hurt in, and you know what people say

Hurt people, hurt people girl its such a shame

I didn't wanna hurt you ever now all of the blame

Is coming back to me, and now you gonna end the gain

But all the pain, and the regrets

Excuses, that I'm stupid and the effects

Leaving you in shambles from the times that I would repress

And try to force the feeling now you have to try to reset

And forget about the goals and all the future plans that we set

When we met, I thought I could really fall in love

Maybe settle down, and move in maybe all of the above

But I'll throw it all away when everything is said and done

So I think its best at this point if you get up and just run, run away

Save yourself all of the pain

I pray to God that you escape

I promise that you'll be okay

Just promise me you'll run away

Get yourself out of this daze

With me, your skies would be grey

It's selfish of me if you stay

So promise me you'll run away