7 Years

Lately, I feel so alone

Don't even know why I have a phone

Nobody hits me up and I'm stuck, never had someone that I could call my own

It's lonely walking down this road

Fake friends that I didn't have to know

The same ones that fucked me over and whenever I need 'em and I turn around they just turn to ghost

I feel I'm at an all-time low

I am depressed and it hurts me to know

My ex is happy and I can't seem to cope

She's ignoring every text message I wrote

My anxiety’s high, my medication’s low

I am so stressed and I hate being home

I sit and overthink everything alone

I wish I had somebody to hold, damn

I'm sick and tired of putting up a front

Like I'm happy, but really I am in a slump

I try to stay strong, screaming: I don't give a fuck!

But if anybody would give it, then I'm the one

I wanna put down my walls and open up

I hide behind this rapper I've become

Addicted to bein' accepted's like a drug

No one's here, I feel like I'm ready to plunge

I remember you said my music was wack

Teachers persuading me to try to give up my act

They said the image and the drive is what I lack

Made me think maybe I could never be a part of rap

Well, I ignored that, I said: Fuck it, and snapped

Over twenty million plays, where are my haters at?

I didn't need a label to give me a chance

The day I sell out an arena I'll feel like I'm the man

Buzzin' hard, but to find nothing

Never found someone who really loves me

People comin' around now 'cause I'm gettin' money

A few plays later, now they all see something

The same guy that is from the start

The same guy my ex left with a broken heart

The same guy who turned music into his art

The same seven-year-old who dreamt of bein' a star

I'm twenty-two, and I won’t let myself down

I stood up right after I fell down

It’s hard to see heaven when you know you're hell-bound

I never really opened up and that's until now

I hope that I never lose you

If I could choose one person, I would choose you

I hope you understand my pain

'Cause that’s something that we all gotta go through

I hate being down this road

Been down before

I feel like I need you more

I'm so alone

Since I was seven years old

My future’s all I’d imagine

And now I'm here and I look back, I'm screamin': Damn it

This the life, I never planned it

No, I never planned it