Demons

All I ever wanted was to see

All I ever wanted was to breathe

I don't know what's happening to me

But I got some demons, demons

All I ever wanted was to see

All I ever wanted was to breathe

I don't know what's happening to me

But I got some, but I got some demons

Still inside of my room

Still don't know what I'm doing

Still lost, still tryna figure out what to do

You wanna talk? I'm not in the mood

I'm paralysed and I'm tryna

You know what? Fuck it

I got so many issues I cannot explain it

I know what I'm feeling but I can't relay it

I'm so out of touch 'cause my derealisation

I don't feel alive and my mind it keeps racing

My anxiety's high and my life is outrageous

I'm not the same I can feel it I am changing

Can't get out of my head I've been barricaded

I'm losing my mind and I'm trying to save it, but can't

You ever been in a position?

Where you feel lost and nobody listens

Layin' on your bed, staring at the ceiling

Eyes tearin' up 'cause the way that you're feeling

I'm feeling like me, I have always been in it

Why does it feel like I've always been different?

Why does it feel like a part of me's missing?

Deep in depression like how'd I fall in it?

Like where did I go wrong?

I haven't felt normal in so long

I'm closed off

My anxiety spikes every night

So it makes it harder for me to doze off

That's real, so shut up and save it

The nerve of some of you to think I would fake it

If you think I'm happy you're sadly mistaken

I run from my demons when I should just face 'em, damn

All I ever wanted was to see

All I ever wanted was to breathe

I don't know what's happening to me

But I got some demons, demons

All I ever wanted was to see

All I ever wanted was to breathe

I don't know what's happening to me

But I got some, but I got some, demons

Still inside of my room

Still don't know what I'm doing

Still lost, still tryna figure out what to do

You think you know me? You don't

I have a dream you'll leave me alone

I have a nightmare of losing control

Fuck

In a bad place, what was the outcome?

Me stalling not dropping an album?

The world waiting on me but I'm waiting

'Til I find myself so please don't ask me

How come it ain't here sik? I need you to go ham

Talk shit to me but you don't understand

Talking about

Sik if you don't drop shit

I'mma straight dip, say bye to a fan

Stressed out when music is my job

Lately, it feels like I'm losing my mind

Sick of the fake smile when deep down

You can tell I got a lot going on

I've been hiding my feelings for too long

I never felt like I ever belonged

Its hard to say how I feel, so I keep it real

And rap it in all of my songs, so

When it drops you gon feel this

The definition of what real is

I am imperfect but that makes me perfect

I create my music from the pain I deal with

But I'm still lost, tryna find a way

Laying in bed, yeah I'm wide awake

I don't know what I'm tryna say

I guess what I'm tryna say is

All I ever wanted was to see

All I ever wanted was to breathe

I don't know what's happening to me

But I got some demons, demons

All I ever wanted was to see

All I ever wanted was to breathe

I don't know what's happening to me

But I got some, but I got some demons