Reaping Life's Frailty

I grasped blindly at feverish absolution

Cut and opened by razors of pure unbearable chaos

This world seems so obsolete now , my own catafalque

Guided by whispers of insanity , murmuring truth

Beyond all possible reason , my soul is replenished

By hate and misery , ravished in exquisite chagrin

Mesmerized by shivers of enfrosted purity

My conceptions drowned in instincts of extinction

Caressed by winds of darkened embrace

Bathing in misery, gagging to breath

My hearth tormented by lack of life

Unbalanced by passion

This love abloomed once

Left scars of undescribable sufferance

Bearing disgusting needs

Encrafted un desillusive darkness

Stench of martyrize sanctity

Emanates in merciless cruelty

Ravaged by warlust, seeking the source of this empowerment

Craving all that is imperceptible, so silently flows my pain

Daggers of misery have slaughtered my halcyons

I've withdrawn in a coffin of agonizing tormentations

I'm bleeding the blood of the accused, poisoning all who feared

Those nightmarish adumbrations who've torn my sanity

Which plague my purest convictions

Beauty reflects my disdain

Deep-rooted in doubtful distrus

Fading in a painful soliloquy

Waves of anguish sprawling and spreading through my veins

So cold and fragile lies my memories

Expelled from this path of cursed misanthropy

Shivers of terrorized melancholia numbed my soul

Embedded in a world unseen , sprawled by darkness

Withering as a fallen leaf, drained of all life

I died in my mind...

Inhabited by shrieks of pure insanity

Leaving my spirit in ghostly haze

Those undescribable laughter whispered within my essence

Tearing my conceptions in futile wreckage of Eden

Grasped my inside to powerfully

Clawing on life still remaining

What abloomed and adorned , shall wither and decay

My essence shall never flourish again

Llife shall'nt be granted...(Again?)