Angry Or Sad

Calm down, you don't want them to find out

All this time you've had it wrong

Every hope you harbor, gone

You did this to yourself

Sifting through all the fallen rain

Looking back, try to call my name

All the meaning has gone away and I'm to blame

And on the cold ground

Where you left me, I wrote down

Every time you did me wrong

But I still come up with fault

Tailored for just myself

Can't take back the mistakes I've made

Intentions buried beneath my shame

Oh, despite our excess of promised change

It's all the same

So just calm down, you don't want them to find out

Your actions formed an open sore, left to fester

I won't be bored with anymore of your empty gestures

You locked the door, showed no remorse, left me bleeding

Just like before, lie to ignore my well-being

So what was it that we were hoping for?

You left my insides all over the floor

I know that I'm a burden and a chore

You used to love me, but not anymore

And even though you saved me from the edge

I don't expect you to do it again

Now that I know you're never coming back

Should I be angry or should I be sad?