Deadlocked

Sometimes I just feel like I’m

Hopelessly devoted to this depression in my head

It’s been stuck there since I was just a kid, now I’m almost a man

Learning things about myself I wish that I never did

And I’m sick of hating this person that I’ve become

And I’m sick of always feeling like I’m all that I’ve got

I’m so tired of singing the same old songs

So tired of feeling so alone

People say you’ve just got to try and move on

But these concrete shoes that I'm wearing are overbearing

These days, I can’t stop wishing my life away

Is there anybody out there that could fix me?

I hate to see my parents in me

They’re the last things I ever wanted to be

But as I took up the drinking, things only got worse

My inhibitions were dropped, but this sadness still hurts

There’s a hole in my head and a hole in my chest

That can’t be soothed by any bottle or sedative

Just got to try and move on

But these concrete shoes that I'm wearing are overbearing

These days, I can’t stop wishing my life away

Is there anybody out there that could fix me?

People say you’ve just got to try and move on

But these concrete shoes that I'm wearing are overbearing

These days, I can’t stop wishing my life away

I don't think there's anybody out there that could fix me?

I couldn’t fix me

You couldn’t fix me

They couldn’t fix me

I think I’m the only one who could fix me