Mishap

Desperately wondering, am I not all there?

When I take a fall just to knock me off my feet again

Cause lately, I'm so angry and I hide behind the flask

I could've sworn I'd be in a better place in my life by now

I made a pact, if I could tie up these loose ends

I'd forgive and let go of my past (but I can't)

At first glance, you'd see I've been damaged like the rest

Whether to be so calm, or carry on

It wont help me forget this brevity

My worthless wants and needs

I'm so miserable, self-involved

And I don't know how to escape the in-between

I complicate everything

Too much agony that I bring

I lost sight of me, I'm still incomplete

I know they all agree

This is beyond my control

I've got a long way, a long way to go

So I'll say, so long cause I never belonged

I thought I was above it all, this is my last call

I don't think I'm gonna make it

And I'm not the first to admit

I've got too much I hold in, am I gonna break or bend?