Emo Kid

Dear Diary,

Mood: Apathetic

My life is spiraling downward.

I couldn't get enough money to go to the Blood Red Romance and Suffocate Me Dry concert.

It sucks cause they play some of my favorite songs like "Stab My Heart Because I Love You" and "Rip Apart My Soul" and of course "Stabby Rip Stab Stab".

And It doesn't help that I couldn't get my hair to do that flippy thing either, like that guy from that band can do.

Some days, you know...

I'm an emo kid, non-conforming as can be

You'd be non-conforming too if you look just like me

I have paint on my nails and makeup on my face

I'm almost emo enough to start shaving my legs

Cause I feel real deep when dressing in drag

I call it freedom of expression, most just call me a fag

Our dudes look like chicks and chicks look like dykes

Cause emo is one step below transvestite

Stop my breathing and slit my throat

I must be emo

I don't jump around when I go to shows

I must be emo

I'm dark and sensitive with low self esteem

The way I dress makes everyday feel like Halloween

I have no real problems but I like to make believe

I stole my sister's mascara now I'm grounded for a week

Sulking and writing poetry are my hobbies

I can't get through a hawthorne heights album without sobbing

Girls keep breaking up with me, It's never any fun

They say they already have a pussy, they don't need another one

Stop my breathing and slit my throat

I must be emo

I don't jump around when I go to shows

I must be emo

Dye in my hair and polish on my toes

I must be emo

I play guitar and write suicide notes

I must be emo

My life is just a black abyss... Ya know.. It's so dark.

And it's suffocating me, grabbing a hold of me and tightening its grip, tighter than a pair of my little sisters jeans... Which look great on me by the way.

When I get depressed I cut my wrist in every direction

Hearing songs about getting dumped gives me an erection

I write in a live journal and wear thick rimmed glasses

I tell my friends I bleed black and cry during classes

I'm just a bad, cheap imitation of goth

You can read me "Catcher In the Rye" and watch me jack off

I wear skin tight clothes while hating my life

If I said that I like girls I'd only be half right

I look like I'm dead and dress like a homo

I must be emo

Screw xbox I play old school Nintendo

I must be emo

I like to whine and hate my parentals

I must be emo

Me and my friends all look like clones

I must be emo

My parents don't get me, ya know..

They think I'm gay just because they saw me kiss a guy.. Well, a couple guys.. But still, I mean, it's the 2000's, can't 2 or 4 dudes make out with each other without being gay.

I mean, chicks dig that kinda thing anyways.

I don't know diary, sometimes I think you are the only one that gets me.. You're my best friend.

I feel like tacos.