Emptiness

Here I am

Falling due to things I should've said

My difficulty to express myself became strong enough

'Till you don't even realize how much you matter to me

I’m choking within the feelings I hide

I still have hope I’ll find myself in this emptiness

But will I recognize myself when I find me?

It's like I stopped living and started to only survive

I just want you to be happy

Even if I am no longer the reason of your happiness

Here I am

Carrying the heaviest thoughts of my mind

Fighting to sleep night after night

But even sleep can't get closer

Even sleep can't get close to me

Because every time I close my eyes

All I feel is emptiness

I just want you to be happy

Even if I am no longer the reason of your happiness