Nicole

I think I’m losing you, but I will never regret choosing you

Because I am in love, and for now that will be enough

And the ones around me convince me

That I was the only person who was dumb enough to believe that you and I had hope

But now I know

Even after you began to let your emotions slow

The only reason I stood alone

Was because I was the only one who knew our love was never going to let go

Everyone wanted me to see that we could no thrive, so gouge out my eyes

Because if this is reality then I guess I’m not alive

Because I don’t know a life in where I can’t make things right

And when life teaches you to drive and you finally say goodbye

And you won’t let me stand by your side

I'll know that though some feelings are hurt, none will have died

Cause I used to stay up at night and picture myself looking into your eyes

Shouting as you would sigh

How dare you think you can fall asleep

With water dripping from the kitchen sink?

How dare you think you can fall asleep

With all these little leaks in this home we built in our dreams?

A picture is worth a thousand words or whatever people say to me

It’s hard to believe when your mind is lost and in need

And all you can picture is a memory inside of someone else’s sheets

A prayer that nothing will keep

A hope that light will seek before the dark sinks too deep

Or at least the sinking feeling inside of me will decrease

When the release of perceived dreams burn in the flame of feeling free

So feel free to be free if that’s what you need

And if someday you feel alone and everything caves in when you try to breathe

Know that you are not alone as far as I can see

Because you were everything to me

Through this I have realized that if I were God we would have all just died

Because darling you were mine and now I feel so dead inside

And what good am I if all I can create is a projection of my own mind

A dream of finding time to remind you that I’m still here and I’m not fine

And darling if you’re going to leave just remember who you are

And do what you can to remember me

Maybe someday we can talk about our past and we can talk about the weather

Whenever you leave I don’t care what I’m remembered for

I just want to be remembered

Because even if I failed you at least I tried

And maybe our lives don’t add up now

But someday our graves will look the same when we both die

And if I had a chance I’d give you one last kiss and I’d bite down on your lip

And I’d try to puncture it so you’ll never forget that time

But you’ll always regret

And darling I know sometimes life will take a turn for the worst

And sometimes life will even hurt

And I know some days, some days you’ll be afraid of the lessons you’ll have to learn

And some days you’ll even feel burned

And I want to let you know that I want to love you through them

But I always get what I deserve