I Can't Believe I Died

Yeah

It's really over

I can't believe that I died

I do not exist

I am no longer alive

The wood turned to stone

Right before my eyes, and

Now I'm a memory inside of everyone's mind

I crossed the other side, I am on the other side

Will I meet God? Was I a matter of time?

Was my whole life a facade? Where is my mom?

I can't believe that I died

I can't believe that I died

Wait, damn, I can't even say goodbye

To my daughter

I wanna hold her right now, and I wanna tell her I love her

I would give everything, I mean every single thing, if it means I could hug her

That's a moment I won't get

I'm feeling so much regret

Life came and went

I wish I would've appreciated every moment we spent

Nothing is left, damn

My life crashed and burned

Gone forever, I'll never return

I can't imagine the agony my mom is feeling

I know that she's gonna hurt

So will my dad, I know he's gon' break

Damn, I know he's gon' break

Not telling both of you how much I love you is probably my biggest mistake

If I could go back in time

I would've did everything different

I would appreciate life

And would've actually lived it

I take my anger inside

And give my enemies forgiveness

The anger I held inside

Made my life feel like a prison

I would've stayed off my phone

I wasted all my time scrolling

Living my life through a screen

When I should've lived in the moment

Now I'm feeling this regret

And honestly I can't control it

'Cause I know that my motherfucking life is over and it kills me to know it

And I'm hurt

Yo, all of this hurts

My daughter needs me

But I'm not around

I lie in the dirt

They always say

Don't take life for granted

But it's too late, I no longer have it

And yeah, you can pray

But there's no second chances

But I'm praying

Sorry if I'm out of line

But I need my life, I'm begging you, please

She's gonna be traumatized

The moment she walks up and she sees

A coffin where her father lies

And she's gonna scream, and she's gonna weep

And I don't wanna see her cry

I can't believe that I died

I reached the end

Damn, I never imagined this

The world I'm in

Stopped, it really went stagnant

I'm so perplexed

Shocked, don't know how to handle it

Knowing, knowing that I won't get a second chance again

Damn

Standing on the other side, I'm by myself

Missing you, realizing that my tears won't help

Always depressed, who saw the best in me

Now that I'm gone I rest in peace

My life flashed before my eyes

I'm wishing for one last time

I never saw my demise

I can't believe I died